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JANNAH.
20 on 24 Apr.
Lousy SN.
K-POP fanatic.
Loves GREY and PINK.
wishlist
*A Digi-Cam
*To attend a K-POP concert
*My Graduation
*A passable SN
*To be happy
unspoken truths.
Sunday, February 14, 2010 @ 11:35 PM
i want to write so many things. i want to get them off my chest so i can truly be as happy as i seem. but i cant. i just cant.
it takes a lot to make really down. like down like i would fucking shut up and do my own things and dont get involved so much. daydreaming does not count because i do that all the freaking time. something happened and i actually cried. by myself. i cried three times in all three different locations. i was so afraid and my hands couldnt stop shaking. i couldnt sleep at night. i sat up, rolled over then sat up again. everytime i closed my eyes, the scene replays over and over again.
i spoke to my mom about it and she tells me i shud sleep earlier. i was like, wth. i AM in bed already. i just couldnt sleep with the bombardment of the horrible memory. but she doesnt understand. nobody really does.
my PRCP is ending. i still dont think im ready to be a SN. but its not like i have a choice right?
DD:
go on, get out.
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*KPOP *2OneDay *2PMsingapore *basirah *dd *deej *diyana *fiqah *hayu *jamilah *jon's blog *raidah *sapphiresg *sarrah *seri *shahrul nizam *shalene *sherman *shidah *sk *my kpop tumblr *wendy *zul
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