i dreamt of having almost-sex with Kwon Jiyong (G-Dragon). how random is that? i think it must have been bcoz i watching his video before i went to sleep. anyway.
we had almost sex. then, the scene changed and i was wearing his black hoodie with the white, dripping G on the front. i was now part of his entourage. i watched him practice with BIGBANG and he would come over and sit by my legs and leaned on me, drinking water. then 2NE1 came in and CL asked me who was I. GD said that i was a friend from overseas and i was here just for fun.
scene changes again. and we were walking thru paparazzi. GD walked ahead with his managers and the members of BB. the van left without me and the flashes of light blinded me with the shoutings deafening me. then through them, a hand reached out. I took it and GD pulled me thru and into the van.
gwaenchana? (are you okay?)
nae. (yes.) i said softly and sat quietly. i wanted to go home but GD held on my hand. i looked over my shoulder and Seung Hyun (Top) was staring at me. i so wanted to go to him bcoz as of all of you know, Seung Hyun is the one i really go crazy for. GD kissed my knuckles.
Jannah.
nae?
saranghae. (i love you) and he did that one sided smile i personally think is really cute.
i blinked. nae?!
at that moment, Top reached forward and took my other hand.
nado saranghae. (i love you, too) then, he launched into a verse of their song. {i'm so sorry but i love you}.
the van screeched into a halt and i threw open the door, running out. i turned and GD and Top was standing side by side, with their hands held out for me.
Jannah. they both called out.


and, i woke up.
my dreams just get weirder and weirder, huh?