i hate to sleep in the day. i mean like a nap. no matter how sleepy i get, i always try to avoid it. just now, i was rolling in my bed, listening to 2PM when i fell asleep. OMG.


i woke up an hour later and i honestly was beating myself up. the reason i hate naps is because when i wake up i am even more tired than i was before, my eyes will swell and hurts and my whole body feels like shit.


i was supposed to practice my skills using my imagination for tmrw assessment but im too tired and pained to do anything but type and stare into my lappie. i die die hope i get like CVP monitoring. if not, ETT suctioning. if i get assisting with ETT insertion, i am going to freak out. i dont care what my assessor will think of me as i indulge in a little tantrum when i get the unlucky card.


lets hope i pass.
then can do SWO ppt properly.
and my FYP.
and AN5.
and my written exams.
and geron posting, which starts right after my exams and also during fasting month!
and my OT and ED posting.
then finally my 8 weeks break. (im going to sleep for the first 6 weeks.)
after that its PRCP.
oh, shit.