today was last day of exams.
i want to see you because of selfish reasons. and, i'm quite a selfish person, anyway.
feel very sad. alot of things happen.
after this, got three weeks attachment then five weeks of holiday.
im happy because exams is over.
i wont see you for two months.
im sad because someone close is dying and my heart got broken.
so i want to tell you that i'll miss you.
went out with my friends to take my mind off my problems.
and i want to see your face to my fill.
it helps a little but as the hours went by, i still think of that someone.
but its not enough.
it hurts. i dont know why i like him so much. hes not even my type!!!!!!
i wish things were different.
i wish things were soooo different. and he wouldn't mind. but he does.
i should have stuck to my own race.
i want to hate him but i cant. nabei.
but you shouldn't have gave me that hug. not when you how i felt about you.
bought myself expensive perfume to make me feel better.
i like it but you're making me confused.
starbucks took off some of the pain. but its still there.
like me or don't, okay.
omg. i'm so whiny in this entry!!!!!!!!!!
i still like you, jonathan. im stupid, i know.
okay, im stopping already. i disgust myself.

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