my bcls and ab psych is over.
i passed all the bcls modules.
im especially happy with my one man CPR.
i had bumps during the infant part.


she made me doubt myself.
and im very sure i looked like an idiot, my mouth like goldfish while my brain flashed blurry images of my notes hoping any information might trigger the right answer.
i hate looking stupid when i know i have the information.
i think my brain has problems with retrieving things.
another brain problem. when will it stop?


my defective shoulders are making trouble again. it twinges with pressing pain whenever i move. and when i dont move, it vibrates with pain. in short, it hurts ALL THE FREAKING TIME. maybe i can steal some ponstan from my sister. and then again, she counts them every time, so she would notice some missing. she loves these pain meds that she has been given.


im gulping coke light like air. im so in love with it. my whole family hates it so when i buy the six-packs, i know its all mine. HAHA.


fiqah invited me to go to airport tmrw with sarrah and hayu. to eat ice cream. go so far then just eat ice cream. im stil pondering over it. hmm. i so want to go kino to buy the dragon series. hehe.


i have three more presentation. pharm, leadership and behaviour mod. omg. which reminds me i have yet to give my abc log and leonidas thingy. shit.


i have yet to write abt my new year resolution either. this year's resolution is a bust. i remained a freaking single. HAHA. okay, im going to prepare my pharm ppt. then, i remove these defective shoulders and kicking them down the stairs after spitting on them. then, go pee and drink water. then, change clothes. then, snuggle in bed with REDY under my nose and SKY on my eyes. then, wait for hypnos to come and take my wobbly-weak soul for a walk.