i am very unsure of myself.
i am the fat counterpart of everyone around me.
i am feeling alone despite being surrounded by people.
i cannot exist as a single body.
i could be here but not really here.
i am not rooted to my soul.
my soul balks at the shell it is trapped in.
it wants to be free.
the temptation of setting it free deepens.
my extrinsic sheen works.
i am breaking off and fading on the inside.
save me.