I'M SO HAPPY...! ELATED BEYOND MEANS...! CONTENT! PLEASED! GLAD! JOYFUL! CHEERFUL! IN GODDAMN HIGH SPIRTS!! EXULANT! ESCTATIC! DELIGHTED! JOVIAL!! I'M FLOATING ON THE MOST BEAUTIFUL CLOUD NINE EVER SEEN AND CREATED..!!!!


*Sea & Sky* took the same bus as me...! He paused and smiled at me. OH MY FREAKING GOD. Then, he went to sit with his fren behind. I whipped out my phone and poured out my happiness to Rai. She's happy fer me too..! (I love you so much, rai baby...!!!!) i called Bangau too. but she said she call me back later as she's with ateh. right. of course. okay.


Then, when i was dropping off, he moved from his seat to wave at me.. (insert mournful sigh with silly, dopey smile here!). then after i got down, i looked up for maybe a glimpse of him and he was there, waving and smiling at me.. my face cannot control the silly smile that showed up. then i went up a few steps and looked back. he's waving from the back window. OMG. OMG. OMG. i think i floated up the rest of the stairs. oh, wait. i bounced up the steps, feeling so happy, giggling and covering my cheeks. thank god, there was nobody.


Call Rai again.. i cannot keep it inside. i must share it with someone..!!


how can i be in love with someone i barely know. and lets not forget attached. if i was his, i think i would never let him go on the first day we stead. hhahaahaha. bring him home and keep in my pocket. if no pocket, i think there is space in my bra. hahahaaah. close to my heart, mahh..!




i wanna be pretty. i want him to notice me.