
went to sch. i woke up puking.went to sch. thot of waiting fer zul thne in the bus felt like vomiting. so i went straight to sch and vomit.stomach hurts really bad. psych was funny. then saw Joanne N. ask her where rain was. sayd he went to smoke. so i went to see. but he's not that. then raidah called me, telling me hes there. so i went back. my heart leapt to my throat and stomach dropped to my butt. This is me, being sad. i look like a kid when im pouting. but im very sad. stupid rain.
no matter how stupid he is, i cant stop thinking abt him.
i could do better than him. i know i can. but all i want is him.
my first smile after the confrontation. raidah makes a joke. tanQ baby.
