i need this note. i met this guy recently. cute and witty and funny and **sigh** has a way with words. sounds perfect. except he smokes a lil too much and piercings on his ears. no one's perfect!!!

so it seems that he liked me frm the first time he saw me. how sweet is that?!! then he msged. i told him abt my pathetic dry spell. i called him my rain after a long drought. he called me the rising sun after a night of thunderstorm. can you imagine me melting.. okay, im melting inot a puddle...!!!

now, hes no longer msging me. how sad. i keep on thinking. is it my fault? should i feel obliged to wait and still care abt him?

today raidah (my beloved "cousin") nvr come to sch. she's sick la.. my poor baby. in the morn, i woke with such a bad mood so i went to sch myself. dont want to snap at poor zul.. so pitiful. all he wants is a conversation with me and i will snap at him fer no reason. so i rather go sch meself and not hurt anyone. then i skip tutorial! feel like bad fer abt five minutes then i got over it. went to meet Joanne N. at yishun. go starbucks. talked abt the boy. felt worse bcoz she makes him sound so nice... met hayu later. how weird was that!! walked ard then went to bishan to meet my sister.

walked ard with a huge black cloud in my head.. but my sister's stupid but unintended actions made me laugh la. she's so blur!! then i wanted to borrow dvd from the play station but cannot!! wtf! wtf!

this saturday, work at tepak sireh. lazybum. me.