i called my crush today. he told me to. since i have no phone, i cant sms and asked him if that was a good time to call. i call and he was with his frens. i told him i'll call him later or something. we talked really well. we're really old frens. i've known him like since i can remember. my first memory probably consist of him. yup, we're frens fer that long.


he made my life hell in primary school but i still have that crush on him. haix. thats just weird ol me. he's probably the cause of me scraping my knee and spilling blood all over the school compound. then he broke my heart when he told me excitedly he liked my best fren. omg. omg. omg. i was about to cry but i just told him "oh good. wonderful. Nadiah is very nice." And he went off, smiling like an idiot, oblivious of my pain. (i have this thing of choosing beautiful best frens who in the end will be liked by my crush. haix.)


but one fateful year, wtih the encouragement and support of my best fren (yes, the one he had a crush on) i wrote him a letter. i told him i liked him for a long time. and how i felt when he told me he liked Nadiah. well, sad to say, he didn't talk or looked at me for a long, long time. sobx. we eventually talked but it waan't quite the same, at least not to me.


the thing is, i found out much later, when i was in secondary school and attached, he told me he liked me a little bit. just a little bit. i was grasping straws but this straw was floating!!! things kinda flow for us for some time. i never really gotten over my crush for him and he know it. hahaha...


we were supposed to meet tomorrow. i told him abt my eye and foot, he seems okay with it. but he's going out with his frens to buy something. he asked if i mind. i'm like okay with it. this surprises me. usually, when any guy stood me up, i would get angry and don't talk to the person. but he's different. maybe it's because i don't want him to find me repulsive with my swollen eye and limping foot. hahaha...






To party folks!!! There's a gig going on at Gashouse, Bugis at 10 Feb. If i misspelled anything, sorry!!! ahahha.. The tix cost eight bucks. Support local talent. I'm serious.