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JANNAH.
20 on 24 Apr.
Lousy SN.
K-POP fanatic.
Loves GREY and PINK.
wishlist
*A Digi-Cam
*To attend a K-POP concert
*My Graduation
*A passable SN
*To be happy
oNe of mY dAeS
Friday, May 19, 2006 @ 5:08 PM
my mum took a half day just to send my stepfather to his interview. isnt that so bloody unfair!!!! if i asked her to send me sumwhere and take half day. she wud say no. but when it is her new husband, she rushes off to please him. why not she just start to worship him instead. seems like it anyway. i'm pissed off. we are like nobody to her. the only one who matters is her new bloody husband!!!!!! what the hell sak. i'm her fricking flesh and blood. doesnt that count fer sumthing? if she refuses to her husband (i dont think she will ever) too, i wud think okay, maybe she's just lazy or sumthing. but this biasedness!!! all that matters is her husband!!
had my first intensive revision today. five whole periods of malay. wah lan. i'm like dying in there. btw, i passed my malay!!! aznor like kesian seh. he had 49.5. only half marks till he pass. hahha.. pity him. today went pass without anything much la. then, azura went library with kay while i go home myself. feel kinda good like being alone fer a while. reached home and went to the macdonalds near my home. the guy who took my order had this dark blue shirt on and nice spiky hair with a tinge of brown. he had this lovely smile. i turned on my full charm and smiled invitingly. then to my horror. he turned to the drink thingy then turned back to me, with his hands hanging in gayish way. his movement was so.. ladylike. my eyes widened. my smile was styl plastered on my face except now, i feel its forced. he went dancing, yes i typed dancing to the fries area. i was revolted. my eyebrows disappeared under my fringe. p/s: my fringe is pretty short so the eyebrows went pretty high. i whipped out my hp and msg-ed Azura. she had the cheek to laugh but she softened the blow with "Oh godd". i took my food, gave my polite smile, quickly pulling my hands away from his really soft ones. he gave me a charming smile, i wud have found attractive if he wasn't so bloody gay.
while i was reading my book, i got a msg. it was from Hakim. ya, the most recent boyfriend dumped. he acted like nothing ever happend.
"Hai.What you doing?"
I was shocked. I eman this guy is absolutely shameless. Let me tell you.
J: Sleeping. we're not a couple
H: u dun wan 2 reply. it ok.i understand
J:sleepin. too tired (so i lied)
H: u saying we not couple? ur choice (trying to shift the blame and make it sound like he's the bloody victim)
J:when u refuse to reply to me, i regard you broke up.you never corrected me when i ask
H:But... Juz wanna ask you. free to mit me tis tues
J: (i haven't replied. was busy laughing.he crawling back to me with his tail between his legs)
H:Tk le den tkpe. Ve good rest
J: (try to act pissed off) See first. I'm sleepy! Give me a break la! i dont see clearly and type slowly when i'm sleepy. i'm going back to sleep
he never replied. he got the msg dat i'm not interested anymore. Azura says i'm pretty mean. DD told me to tell him to go hell. my variety of friends.
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