pocketful of dreams.

read me like a book.

JANNAH.
20 on 24 Apr.
Lousy SN.
K-POP fanatic.
Loves GREY and PINK.

wishlist

*A Digi-Cam
*To attend a K-POP concert
*My Graduation
*A passable SN
*To be happy

oNe oF mY dAeS

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 @ 6:40 PM

Give me my Romeo and when I shall die
Take him and cut him out in little stars
And he will make the face of heaven so fine
That all the world will be in love with night
And pay not worship to the garish sun

-Romeo and Juliet, Shakespeare

Ahhh… True love. Sumthing I yearn fer. Maybe I really shud stick to my new year resoultion of staying single. Myabe I shud just stay single forever to avoid anybody from getting hurt bcoz I’m not hurt bcoz of the Hakim incident. I didn’t sobbed my guts out or try to attempt suicide.

What is happening to me? Have I lost all feelings in me? Am I no longer concerned about going thru harsh times all alone? Why don’t I feel any stabbing pain or any urge to just murder Hakim?

Bacause I know its partly my fault. But, I think I’ve grown independent of any descendants of adam.the ones that are really keepers are only a pinch-ful. The rest are just scumbags of the world.

Is it my fault? I mean totally my fault? Am I repulsive? I don’t think I’m a drop-dead gorgeous but I can attract sum attention from the other sex if I want. That time in the library, two guys checked me out. I styl don’t believe it. If they hadn’t told me, I wudn’t have noticed actually. Hahha.. Then, today, while going back, there was this guy with his friends, who look back twice at me. Okay, I’m 65% they were looking at Azura and Kay till I realized they are way infront and I’m like way behind., still fussing with my phone. So, he’s looking at me? Right? Gawd.

When I rushed home, clenching my butt cheeks (fer sum reason I refuse to disclose), there was this guy on the motorbike. He look back twice, nearly slamming head-on to a van nearby. I’m confused. Maybe I have sumthing on my face.. That’s why.

my throat is killing me. It hurts. Ouch.