pocketful of dreams.

read me like a book.

JANNAH.
20 on 24 Apr.
Lousy SN.
K-POP fanatic.
Loves GREY and PINK.

wishlist

*A Digi-Cam
*To attend a K-POP concert
*My Graduation
*A passable SN
*To be happy

oNe oF mY dAeS

Friday, April 28, 2006 @ 3:17 PM

in the morning, i got my very firz morning msg from Rafiq. my second ex. not the nerdy one in my school. he wished me good morning and all. after i replied, i msg-ed Wan. The crush i was talking abt. i wished him good morning. he replied. i had two boys msging me at the same time! woo-hoo... a giant step fer my dying social life.
Wan had to cut off our conversation as his morning assembly was on. Bummer. still had Rafiq though. then i had to cut him off bcoz i was having maths later. all thruout today, i was nursing an urge fer macdonalds. haix.. i lurve history lessons. it was fun. mr chye was like getting annoyed at our class limited general knowledge. i answered sum of the questions he asked. surprised myself and Sarrah. hahah..i didnt thot i cud actually remember anything from history.
after class, Fiqah and i walked on the third storey. was shouting "Stupid Nooby" to my class boys when i suddenly noticed that Hilmi is there!! oh god!
after school, i went to macdonalds. thot of going the mac near my school but crowded and Fiqah dont want. so we went to the one in northpoint. we saw two Australian air force people lunching at Mac. they are like so hot. Fiqah agrees. i bought filet student meal. i felt so satisfied. humhumhum....
told Fiqah abt my ambition abt magazine columnist thingy. she sayd she wont buy the magazine i'm writing fer. what the hell! wheres the blind loyalty you've been known to have!! i'm hurt.. sobx... i told her that i think she has no life. to put it in my words "tidak ade kehidupan". this comment is sure to have some reaction from her. ahhaxx
we went to popular. i bought a $2 pen. good noe!! i met Rafiq. haha.. he styl not that tall.
i'm so sleepy.

lets talk about this crush guy. KHUSWANDY
hehehe
known him since kindergarten. he seems so small and cute last time. he was like my knight in shining armour. so sweet. haix...our families are very close together. his faher once joked abt us being engaged. gave me little flutters within my heart.
went to same primary school. he gave me hell within the yers. seriously. he caused me physical and emotional pain. ouch.
he pushed me down a bus once. he broke my heart when he told me he like my best fren. double ouch.
i told him i like him during primary five. in a damn gay letter. he didnt talk to me fer the longest time since. sobxx
now i'm sec 4. we are all matured. we've been talking alot. he is like so lame. he makes this high pitched singing voice when he sings to my songs and it makes him sound so gay. but when he talks..... vavavoom
i lurrrvvveeee his voice. its like deep and soothing. the sounds waves just wash over me and makes my nerves tingle. he has the sexiest voice i've ever heard. u can probably have an orgasm if he talks dirty. hahaha... kidding. heck, i wudnt know.
he does make a good boyfwen if one wants him.
oohhh!!!!
i just remembered sumthing.
there was a time when we were chatting and he told me he had a gf. my heart was like dead fer a moment. guess i must styl like him.
but now, he is SINGLE!!!
hands off people... he's mine!!!
hahaha
i think i'll probably scare him with this entry.

i'm in my garnet shirt, blue shorts, messy hair with my legs up on the computer table, blasting the american rejects song.
i'm hot.

so i lied.

i meant i'm beyond hot!!!!!!

:))