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JANNAH.
20 on 24 Apr.
Lousy SN.
K-POP fanatic.
Loves GREY and PINK.
wishlist
*A Digi-Cam
*To attend a K-POP concert
*My Graduation
*A passable SN
*To be happy
oNe oF mY dAeS
Thursday, April 27, 2006 @ 4:15 PM
i have undone homework, sleep needed to be catch up, places needed to be cleaned, hard subjects to study, things to be worried about and sore muscles to care about! and i have such little time. i have so much to do and i have only one lifetime to do all this!! and, i havent given any thought of what i wanna become in my life! time is sooo not on my side.
in school. it moves so damn slow. i would feel like an eternity has passed only to realize that the period had just started. and me falling asleep so often in classes isnt helping me at all! but seriously, why is physics class so boring nowadays. i dont even understand CRO. half the information needed fer the workbook isnt found in the damn textbook. and the stupid logic gates is soooo not logical. what kind of names and who cares abt the ones and zeroes. ok, so maybe, half the world would care abt it but not right now. i dont like the electronics subject. at all.
then at home. i would try very hard to get home early to finish my loads of work. but when i get home, take a bath and a super short rest, it is like already in the evening. i cannot take things slow. everything must move fast fer us. i was thinking that maybe if theres shorter school time, there'll be more time fer us to catch up at home. but then again, this is just me. nobody cares what i think. except probably my mom. or maybe she stopped caring ever since i stopped caring abt things.
i really dont why these days i get irritated very easily. i get annoyed when sum1 asks me sumthing that has nothing to do with me. i would be like thinking to myself, dont u guys have a brain to help u do that or sumthing? why do u need mine to do it fer you?.............. this is just temporary. just keep asking, i'll still look annoyed and get irritated at you but i wont really scold you. this is just another one of those crappy moments.
i look at my friends differently too. i see them like a new light. i'm beginning to see things that my brain have been trying so hard to hide to make me accept them fer who they are.i'm getting scared shitt. i see the coolest friend as an annoying and desperate bitch, the funny one turned sick and stupid, the reliable one as some needy shameless slut. i really shud stop thinking like this!! i mean i love these peepxx... i mean i do ryte?
of course i do
hmmmm
and i 'm blogging my whole entire life here when mid year is just ard the corner, i have a two week history homework not done, my maths hmwk isnt completed, my uniform is not hung, my bag isnt pack!!!!
oh god!!
why the hell is time moving so fast!
slow down
slow down
slow down
sloowwwww ddddooooowwwnnnnnn..............
i'm sorry
i was just asking fer the impossible from God
God isnt being nice today. He's busy with sum other people. He'll come back fer me. i'm sure He will. till then, i shall sit here, twiddle my thumbs, stare aimlessly into space and wait fer impossible.
i shud just move on
i shall go and publish this coz its getting too long. shall write sum more in another entry. dont know why i am so talkative today. oh well
go on, get out.
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