oNe oF mY dAeS
Friday, January 27, 2006 @ 5:35 PM
yesterdae
i met haqim
god, i missed him
he was smoking
blowing the damn things at me
i thot he was going to be mean at me
but he wasnt
serious
he sat at the staricase
he looked at me
he had the saddest expression on his face
"I styl love you.
I've never stopped loving you.
I tried to stop but I can't"
I was kinda panicking
i wudnt know what to say to that
i felt lyk crying
but i didnt
todae
in the morn
my mom drove past this bus-stop
i saw him
kinda happy la
later after sch, i called him
asked him where is he
he sayd at blk 200+
i sayd i do not know how to get there
he hung up on me
wtf
later, nazura called me
she sayd haqim was taking everything badly
just bcoz i rejected him
doesnt i stopped liking him
she sayd she heart broken see her adik lyk dat
she suggested i stopped contacting him
whenever i were to see him
act lyk i have nvr known him in my entire lyf.
it will be kinda hard
Dearest Haqim,i'm sorry baby fer all the things i did or say to make you sad. i'm sorry fer being such a bitch. i'm sorry fer not being able with you. if we were to get together, the happiness we have will be crushed by the utmost sadness when i'm leaving.you will always be on my mind, sugar. never will you be forgotten. i love you.XOXO,Jannah
why must i bring depression to ppl ard me.
why.
btw, cant wait when sch reopens.
i have plans.
collecting whats mine.
shhh...
Gong Xi Fa Cai
>>>>fAdInG oFf<<<<<