oNe oF mY dAeS
Saturday, January 21, 2006 @ 2:30 PM
i know i'm going awae
i shud be glad my fwens aint paying me much attention
at least they wudnt be so sad
my aunt is here on her monthly visit
so thats probably why i feel so emotional
i've done my maths hmwk
but
i cant do my ss worksheet
or even study fer the test
wirda has my book!
damn
i had a dream last nyte
i dreamt of hilmi
been dreaming bout him alot
i dreamt that he was sick
so sick at school
i looked after him
i brought him home and all
his mom told me to leave my bag at his home
and take him to the clinic
it seemed so real
when i dropped him off at his home
his fwens were there
they said what am i doing here
they began to shout and swear at me
i really felt lyk crying
i expected hilmi to say sumthing to stop them
but he didnt
instead he turned and looked at me
he then said sumthing to me
i woke up crying
because wat he said REALLY hurt
he said,
stay awae from me
i dont love you
i have never
and i never will
.........
if he were to ever tell me that in real lyf
i wud slap him
seriously
no descendants of adam has any ryte to say that to me
i really shud get over him.
he's not worth my tym
the question is just how
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