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Monday, December 05, 2005 @ 7:56 PM
i had a dream once.
quite recently larr.
i dreamt it was prom night.
i was sitting at a table w my family.
we were overlooking the dance floor.
i turned behind.
i saw hilmi, iwan and the rest.
iwan approached my table.
he asked my father permission.
he let me out on the dance floor.
we danced.
it was exciting.
when i sat back down.
hilmi then came up.
my father allowed.
but hilmi could not touch me.
hilmi then invited alot of his frenz to dance.
i was confused.
but he drawed me into his arms.
my left hand was on his shoulder and i laid my head on his chest.
his arms was around my waist.
his chin was on my head.
we were dancing so intimately.
i then realized sumthing.
he asked his frenz to dance so.
they could cover my father's view.
i was practically in heaven.
i was so happy to be in his arms again.
the familiar warmth emitted from his body.
after the dance stopped.
i stepped away from him.
prepared to walk back to the table.
but he hugged me from behind.
i laid my arms on his.
then, i saw my father running towards us.
he yanked me away from hilmi.
"DONT TOUCH HER"
he then pulled me away.
i turned and saw hilmi standing all alone.
then i woke up.
what the f....
does this mean anything??